Hello again folks. Sette has a lot of friends and family. I'm not really used to having so many names and faces to remember. Even after a little over three yrs in our relationship. So, I had this dream just now and it involved a lot of people that I probably know or were fabricated through my imagination. I always tell Sette that my dreams always seem to play out like a movie. And this one is no exception. I'll try to remember it in its entirety. Enjoy: So, it starts off with me, Brian Troudy (Gene's boyfriend) Gene, and my sister. Troudy's driving and for some reason we are lost. Right there and then I knew even in the dream that I was dreaming. I knew this because I knew that in reality Troudy would never get lost. He has that nifty little road map that I seem to forget the name to in his supra and in the gas efficient car that I also forget the name to right now. I think we were in his supra and Gene was in the front seat asking me where we were. Looking at our surroundings I realized that we were on PCH. It wasn't really hard to come up with this assumption because the ocean was right in front of us and either north or south would be to our immediate left or right but for some reason the street signs said east or west. It really confused me in my dream, I guess it comes from years of living by the beach and knowing a little more than the average person about PCH. So, Gene asked me for directions and she looked at Troudy how Sette would look at me after getting lost and not asking for directions. It was really funny, I wish we had the technology to record dreams. This one would be great to show at parties. So this is all happening and staying true to my knowledge of PCH I tell Troudy to go right. I told you already how my dreams seem to play out like a movie right! So the next scene as it were, was of Troudy, Gene and myself. We were all driving different cars and I was driving my motorcycle. We stopped off to the side of the freeway and I noticed that Troudy was driving some beat up van with a baby seat in the back. Gene was driving an SUV with my sister in the passengers seat. Ironic actually, only the ones that went to AX would know what I'm talking about. I don't know how we ended up in separate vehicles but we did. So after that we drive more but I'm not with the same people anymore and instead of driving North we're driving south. We were driving in some area that I'm sure I've passed in real life but never stopped off in so it was unfamiliar to me. I guess I was some kind of body guard or guardian of some sort. I was supposed to guard this one boy who kept on running away from me because he thought that I was a bad guy. There were also other people after him and I think that they were bad. So I guess I was undercover because I was acting like I didn't know Sette and I think she understood too. This kid, was a pain in the ass!!! I had to run everywhere to find him. I even ran after him and this bad guy that was also after him but I passed him up and caught up with the kid. He hopped onto a bus and I went after him. The other guy didn't catch up, we left him in the dust. I remember being mad at him on the bus and asking him why he would do such a thing. I guess he didn't know any better. After that, we came into some goth town which I'm sure exists somewhere but not to my dreams specifications I'm sure but who knows. And wouldn't you know it, the damn kid ran on me again and I had to chase him up this damn hill. Some people dream that they have superhuman abilities in their dreams and I have sometimes as well. This wasn't one of those times. If anything, I was feeling guilty because in my dream I was dying going up this damn hill but I made it. I made it into an area that I recognized from real life. It was a plaza that I'm sure Troudy passes almost everyday. It was the shopping area that I used to pass almost everyday to go home when I lived in diamond bar. The Albertson's was on the right and the Pho' house where I used to eat all the time when I was really poor was there too. For some reason the kid was not on my mind presently so I had Pho' with one of Sette's uncles. I don't know which one and I actually don't think he was but in the dream he was one of her uncle's. He was arguing with me and wanted to know why I ordered the same thing all of the time. I actually think this was one of Sette's complaints when I was home but for all intensive purposes it was used in my dream by her uncle. I don't remember eating Pho' with him and it kind of panned out of that scene into the next. I was looking for that damn kid again and I found him but he didn't know I was there so I decided to just hang back and follow him. He looked happy, he was with a bunch of other kids. I don't know if he was related to them but he seemed happy nonetheless. I followed him and his friends up and down this hill until he realized that I was there and started running away with his friends. They had a good head start on me and I lost them for a little while but caught up again down in some city. It looked like downtown Long Beach or something and there were a lot of people crowded around some dance group. I was curious so I decided to get a closer look. I got to the front of the crowd and looked on in to the multitude of dancers and who should I see. Susette!!! I had so much emotion pinned up inside of me. She looked so beautiful dancing there. She stole a glimpse over to me and smiled. This was one of those dreams where you knew each other like I said earlier but for some reason Sette knew that I was undercover or something so she didn't make a scene. Her mother was also there and pulled me towards Sette just like they do when they are having a show and they pull people from the crowd to dance with them. It was nice to see Sette again but my duties became pressing again and I left. By this time the trail had run cold and I lost the kid for the time being. I decided to go through the neighborhood and found a house. I didn't know who was living here but I only assume it was one of our families because I went straight in. One of Sette's cousins was there taking care of Kai. I was especially surprised to see Kai. He had gotten bigger from what I remembered thinking back to when I was home. He was a chubby little thing but I recognized him. Sette's cousin had just finished giving him his first haircut I guess? I scooped him up in my arms and held him for awhile. I seemed to forget everything for the time being. I went into the living room with him in my arms and saw that there was a laptop on the table. I opened it up, (I guess it was mine) and turned it on. It started playing a video immediately. It looked like a family gathering, there were a lot of people there. The video centered on Sette and someone else, I couldn't make out her face and I don't want to make any assumptions for fear of repercussions. They both flashed me their bra's and started walking away in the video. But it was weird, the video turned into reality in the dream for a little bit. I can only assume that it was like a flashback for me or something. I remember feeling really lonely at the moment because it was just me and Kai, and then just me I think. I don't remember when Kai left the picture. This is pretty much the end of the dream. All I remember is sitting in that house, going through my emotions. Although, right before I woke up I remember sleeping in bed with Sette, holding her close and never once letting go. I was really emotional about this too. I think in my subconscious I knew where I really was and I woke up with that feeling. I woke up with my arms as if they were around Susette. It was a hard reality to wake up to. I hope you enjoy my dream. Later... |